Is the song sad or am I upset?

Both I guess.

I miss you..

Perhaps, the time has come for me to close this blog.

I'm so lazy to blog nowadays.

Kinda reverted back to the old traditional way of writing my thoughts in a dairy. You guessed it. I'm so fucking bored in the office that I can write pages and pages of my complains and nobody's gonna fucking care!

I feel so wasted working at the office, doing nothing but wasting my time away..

You know wad? It's like the company paying me for sitting back and listening to some old fucking grandmas complaining and backstabbing one another.

What I've studied these 3 yrs is such a waste. I've half a mind of getting back into an IT job instead of wasting my time here. But wad to do.. My IT sucks like hell.

Maybe, I should just hang on to the job till I get my degree. Which is 4 yrs later?

Fuck. Gonna waste 4 yrs of my time. You better give me good prospects or I'm gonna fucking.. I duno. zz

Alright, enough complaining. Tell me. Tell me what should I study for my degree? I'm so lost..

Sorry Lyn, AUD$400K is such a huge amount. Can't fork it out from nowhere just like that. On top of that, I'm not 100% sure I can handle blood.. Can only go there for a vacation..

Please pray for me that everything goes smoothly..


PS. You know, Dar? I miss you.. I'm reminded of you everyday (My office PC wallpaper is the pic). I truly miss you. But you'll nv know. You shouldn't anyway.

神话

Cool..

Gangster Movie - This is so cool

六月的雨

逍遥叹 胡歌

杀破狼

再见

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Life is boring. I need some excitement now.

It came to me as a surprise. More of a shock than a surprise, that Steve Irwin died while filming a documentry.

Isn't it ironic that he handles all the world's deadliest and most dangerous animals, he died from the sting of a passive stingray?

I mean, he survived all the orders. From the wildest and dangerous animals to the bites from the most venomous snakes , why is it that he die from the poisons of a stingray?

Sigh.. This goes to show how fragile life is. Of all the body ie hands, thighs, the stingray pierce right through his heart. Maybe it's fated. Just as everything is in life.

Steve is such a wonderful person.. Nv in my life have I been more upset over a death of a stranger whom I've nv met before. It's always been a dream I kept in my heart to meet Steve in person. I always thought I would have a chance to do so.. Part of my interest in animals were inspired by Steve.

Nv did I know that I'll nv have a chance to see him in person..

I thought.. I'm still young. I'll have a chance to see him if I work hard enough. I thought.. I'll have a chance to see Steve when he comes Singapore again..

Now..

There will nv be a 'I thought' ever again..

Hope Steve's family is copping with it well..

You're always my favourite Crocodile Hunter, Steve.

Can you feel the sadness I felt over Steve Irwin's death? I've lost something important in life..

I love you, Steve.

Rest in Peace..


In Loving Memory of Steve Irwin
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